Today was another day of waiting; of trying to stay busy and not watch the clock; of feeling my heart pound every time the phone rang.
See, here's the thing. However unlikely it may be that the jury comes back with a "not guilty" verdict, there's always a chance that they could. (Juries have the power to make their own decision regardless of what anyone else involved thinks about the case.) And that tiny little chance sits like a heavy, ice-cold pebble somewhere deep inside my heart. For if my brother-in-law is found not-guilty and is released, our family will all fear for our lives.
Now then: As Jay pointed out, it would take all twelve members totally agreed upon innocence for that to happen, and it's highly unlikely. But the cold rock in my chest sits there, nonetheless, and I just want it to be over already.
Like, now.
praying with you that it can just be over & you can move on. And praying for a hedge of protection & praying for wisdom as you guide your kids through this grown up scenario playing in front of them even though the curtain is covering the story. Praying for comfort & peace.... hmm.... doesn't the Christmas carol sing... comfort & joy.... oh tidings of comfort & joy.... God rest ye merry.... Love you my sweet friend
ReplyDeleteThank you, friend. Our kids know more than we wanted them to...their souls have been deepened by loss in ways that I can't even measure (and ways I can see). Thank you for the carol reminder...Amen.
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